Thursday, May 31, 2007
clubbing yesterday night was such a bad choice. it was really stifling and the crowd was terrible jam-packed. but hell, fantastic company (baobei, mund, issac and friends) redeemed the foul night-out. think lily and i were pretty tickled by the avalanche of expletives spewing outta edmund's mouth HAAAAHAHAA.so im making an avowal to stay outta clubbing for awhile. it just struck me last night how most of the time im always going for the wrong reasons somehow - escapism, really. it used to be a subconscious tool of vengeance, punishment to a relationship that was a quagmire of hidden woes. now, its perhaps, another tool of escape from a world hard to deal in - through all that inebriated revelry (albeit fleeting).
sorry it sounds so bad, but post-drinking for me usually turns me awfully pensive. you know, in vino veritas. and i just havta pen it down to get it outta my system. haha
nevertheless, im truly thankful for the company last night. you all dunno how much it meant to me but with them, i feel very at ease and happy, truly happy.
on a more frivolous note, HAI DAI (the seaweed game) is so FUANI!!! HAHAHAHHAA