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frivolous post of the day:

yummylicious red shoes from pedder red!! (i love red shoes) hopefully its on MAJOR sale in hk :x

clubbing yesterday night was such a bad choice. it was really stifling and the crowd was terrible jam-packed. but hell, fantastic company (baobei, mund, issac and friends) redeemed the foul night-out. think lily and i were pretty tickled by the avalanche of expletives spewing outta edmund's mouth HAAAAHAHAA.

so im making an avowal to stay outta clubbing for awhile. it just struck me last night how most of the time im always going for the wrong reasons somehow - escapism, really. it used to be a subconscious tool of vengeance, punishment to a relationship that was a quagmire of hidden woes. now, its perhaps, another tool of escape from a world hard to deal in - through all that inebriated revelry (albeit fleeting).

sorry it sounds so bad, but post-drinking for me usually turns me awfully pensive. you know, in vino veritas. and i just havta pen it down to get it outta my system. haha

nevertheless, im truly thankful for the company last night. you all dunno how much it meant to me but with them, i feel very at ease and happy, truly happy.

on a more frivolous note, HAI DAI (the seaweed game) is so FUANI!!! HAHAHAHHAA

"..to surrender completely to the Lord is not without pain or suffering, but in surrender, you will find refreshment.."

a poignant phrase in today's sermon that really spoke to me. yes i, we have all been kept too busy hiding some private sins or skeletons in the closet.

i dont claim to be most au fait on the latest fashion trends and the like, but my MOST favourite designer of the moment is: Zac Posen!!!

Every, single, piece of clothing (its not just clothing, ogay) or bag churned out by him is so ..... fabulous i tell you!! Karl Lagerfeld (the man behind Chanel), John Galliano (he never seems to age), Marc Jacobs, are surely virtuoso of this exclusive, esoteric world of high fashion but all this overt grandiose in publicity does not engender much excitement in me. rather, its the understated elegance (and exclusivity) that really gets me going :DD

ill be back with more updates on fashion bites! (soon soon) in the meantime, lemme covert for my $499 CK baggggg!!! im almost there, wait for meeee mr. CK bag! /legs tremble with excitement haha

random: i love gays!! they are so DAMN funny - so whole package can, without the heartbreak! [thumbs up] if you happen to be gay, please be my friend! hahahaha.

yesterday, a lizard ran over my toes (eeks).

today, i had lunch with a stewpid cockroach running amok at the wall adjacent to me.

usually, i would be such a prissy and holler like a wacko

now, i no longer react.

i think, God is punishing me for all my abhorrent past sins - taking away my ability to feel emotions.

or..............

maybe i've grown up. HMM. arent you proud of me popo!

if...

if i were..

if you were..

if i were more of.. and less of...

if .. if...

if.

hello loveless fiend, don't you love it when i'm empty like you? as plants of tragedies fructify in this sprightly summer heat. misery loves company.

my posts of late have been reduced to mere puerility and frivolity and i cant even hold a decent conversation without being stuttering like an inane fool.

argh.

i need my brains back.

"a woman's fortune in life is evident in the jowls, chin and neck. the fleshier the cheeks, chin and jowls and neck, the more support and care she will receive. even if she loses weight, most of it will be lost from her body, not face. the shape and structure of her face remains relatively unchanged"

- quoted from Simply Her magazine June issue

wahlau eh. when i read this, i don't know whether i should be squealing in mirth because ill be awfully well taken care now but at this point of time, as the air-con in the office is blasting to the extent im having a massive goosebumps carnival, and seeing the above paragraph, makes me wanna bang the wall so much.

its SO damn true lorr, the fats on my face never disappears and Sijing always laughs at me for having an undefined jawline despite being so skinny!!!! /gives dirty look

CHILLOS SIYU. u need to get a grip!! /breathe in breath out, breathe in breathe out.

urm yea btw, my internship is starting tmr. and im plagued by a frightful avalanche of emotions!!

/whispers meekly - please wish me good luck or a big hug will suffice (:

tan siyou is a big fat liar! /grumbles

she told me that if i have rough elbows, it means that i have a loose vagina at a young age. and after fretting for a day, and tan siyou the liar wheedling some very important information outta me, she told me...................................... shes lying!!!

so stewpid.

on a cheerier note, i got a "new" Tods wallet! teehee! its used before la, but beats my ratty tatty dirt-infested-beyond-belief chui aldo one.

the national museum is a really nice reprieve from the vapid daily grind and motions we go through everyday. plus great company (qiang) = smashing. its such an opportune educational retreat, made me feel that my 2 week holiday is somewhat well-spent. wonder why didn't i went exploring the museum early thou /bashes self, ow.

theres gonna be a very interesting film exhibition by Matthew Barney in June. any takers?

"Leave your inhibitions at the door, and enter the sensuous, striking and disturbing world of Matthew Barney" (damn, sounds so much like my kinda thing /gianX100)

all the faults of others that blights your own eyes so rotten before, starts festering, growing within yourself like a dire epidemic.

no wonder it is said that the qualities that one hates in other people most, is what one hates within, what one cannot come to terms with - all those pestilent imperfections.

i hate being weak, yet i so am.

all these truncated, disconcerting thoughts. please, let sleep take them away with the rise of dawn and leave all troubles in God's hands.

facetious remarks -

gang: "liang poh poh ate alota cooling stuff." HAAAAAAAAAA. thanks wisecrack!

anyways, sorry peepos for the partial hiatus. you know, post-exams.....*all giddy from all the merry-making* yes away with all the melodrama, lemme dedicate this blog entry to my mostmostmost wonderful friend, JENNIFER YEO WANQIU HAPPY BIRTHDAY BIRRDY!!!! yesyes all hail the queen, no one can usurp your position man -kowtows-

/plays sappy music (preferably oldies coz' you love them)

anyway, thanks for the past wonderful 9 years of friendship. i cant thank you enough for just being yourself, and when i say this, i really mean it. you're the only long-time friend that i've known and respected for tenaciously adhering to living life by a set of principles and really live comfortably in it. your unpretentiousness, quiet self-assurance is really very, very lovable. and you make me so thrilled when even until now, after 9 long years of friendship, i still receive hand-written cards on Christmas (even when you away on holiday) and recently, the perk-me-up-card during my exam period! i could go on, but yea ill leave that for our private appointment behind the portiere. HEH HEH. Happy 21st Birthday woman, you know i love you and yes have LOADS of fun in south africa schmoozing with wild ostriches! :D

YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!
exams are so over. im so thrilled i cant stop smiling :DD i absolutely loooooove post-exams, because of the overdose of exhilaration, endless amount of time at hand to do NOTHING at all. finally, some time off to do things that i feel like doing, as and when i wish. ITS ALL ABOUT ME YYESYESYESYESYES NARCISSISM!!