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im gan stressed.

i regret regret regret regret resting on my laurels, thinking that channels is easy and now so lost when everyone's tossing applied concepts to-and-fro. plus my face is like a battlefield i have serious outbreak, im so vexed by other stuff and i really wanna hang myself.

URGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

"i dont believe in you, anymore anymore..." - maroon 5
damnit, you're stuck in my mental music playlist. haha

my colorgenics test results:

You are feeling really miserable (yar duh its exams -.-) at this time and you'd like to form a relationship with someone with whom you could really communicate. At the same time, whoever it may be, that special 'someone' must not conflict with your own belief system or ideals. This makes for tough going - but it would seem that the situation is only transitory. It will soon pass. (heh?)

For some time now you have been feeling rather insecure. You are looking for - and needing - an environment that can offer you roots, stability and a position that will relieve you of excess tension and stress. (had always been la dey)

You lack confidence and that is a great pity because deep down you are indeed a warm caring person. This lack of confidence is making you wary of being drawn into any open discussion or conflict and so you feel as if you should let matters lie and leave well alone. But there may be a pleasant surprise in store for you. You are beginning to grow and very soon - sooner than you believed possible - this warm loving new you will be available for all to see and to appreciate. (WAHHAHAHA PEOPLE BE PREPARED FOR THE WHOLE "NEW" ME!!)

Inherent in you is suppressed agitation. This is due to the fact that you are finding it increasingly difficult, if not impossible to relax. You are driving yourself to a state which is possibly beyond the capacity of your resources. Of late you have been impatient, irritable and hectic. This situation is indicative of hypertension or other stressful disorders. An unsatisfactory state of some close association is intolerable. Trust and self-esteem have been lost and you feel that you are unable to do anything to restore the belief, affinity and mutual trust. You feel powerless to change the situation which is the result of complete and utter disharmony. (......)

Resentment and stress, due to your present circumstances and/or your unfulfilled emotional needs, have produced considerable anxieties. You would like to get away from it all to somewhere that could be the personification of sympathy and understanding. That 'somewhere' could be close by: relax and let go - take a deep breath and look around - the situation may not be as bad as it seems. (................................... /flabbergasted)

taking personality tests like these make really people self-doubt, grrr. TAN SIYU WHAT THE **** are u doing online taking tests!?!??! -spanks-

what happens when u put 3 stressed up gurlies in a conversation:

1st -
ww's cookie monster. says:
Prince Charles today Camelia in a phone conversation

ww's cookie monster. says:
"I want to be at where your tampon is."

HAAAAAAAAAAHAHAHHAHAHA!!!!!! so effing fuani. royalties sure have a warped way of bedding people. HMMM!!

2nd -
ww's cookie monster. says:
WAT THE FUGGGGG
THROW ME A PUGGG

ww's cookie monster. says:
GIVE IT A HUGGGGG

ww's cookie monster. says:
IGNORE ITS BUGGGGSS

retarded friends, retarded friends. HAHHAHAHAHAH!! -shakes head and strokes invisible beard-

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as much as we pretty much preempt certain outcomes, maybe deep inside, we have not came to terms with it all yet.

oh well, the only solace that i can take comfort in, is that: my dad really cares.

my new friends during exam periods:

hello, meet miss meiji chocolate and mr (insert picture) green tea!


spongebob squarepants, freaking hilarious!!!!! everyday on kids central from monday- friday at 6pm. my horoscope says i should try a new sport, im awfully inspired. I WILL GO JELLY-FISHING SOON (spongebob and patrick's favourite pastime)! heh heh.

my friend said this on msn:

kissing is the most beautiful thing lah.
its when lips lock and hearts connect and unite and beat as one.

WAHLAU EH FREAKING FUNNY CAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! damn cheesy!!! im laughing my ass off la. u totally made my day!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WAHAHHAHA

why do humans always circumvent the real issues that plague them most?

damn we are so imperfect but so intriguing.

on a side note, my brain is like a leaky cauldron, everything i study seeps out in crazy torrents, except thoughts of .....

Incubus - Love Hurts

Tonight we drink to youth
And holding fast to truth
I don't want to lose what I had as a boy
My heart still has a beat
But love is now a feat
As common as a cold day in LA

Sometimes when I'm alone I wonder
Is there a spell that I am under
Keeping me from seeing the real thing

Love hurts
But sometimes it's a good hurt
And it feels like I'm alive
Love sings
When it transcends the bad things
Have a heart and try me
'Cause without love I won't survive.

I'm fettered and abused
Stand naked and accused
Should I surface this one-man submarine
I only want the truth
So tonight we drink to youth
I'll never lose what I had as a boy

Sometimes when I'm alone, I wonder
Is there a spell that I am under
Keeping me from seeing the real thing

Love hurts
But sometimes it's a good hurt
And it feels like I'm alive
Love sings
When it transcends the bad things
Have a heart and try me
'Cause without love I won't survive

Love hurts, oh
Love hurts
Without love I won't survive
Love hurts, oh
Without love I won't survive

one of my all-time favourite shit-emo songs.

FOOD GLORIOUS FOOOOOOD! (and our ticket and mei-nu's hand -AHEM, ben-)

ze' pseudo-phantom. i likeee HAHAHAA

the counterfeiter who was awfully inspired but failed terribly

spongebobsquarepants socks from lily WAHAHAHA!! im swimming in absolute glee

alas, a photo/memory/reminder of a good ole friendship we share. many thanks ben! :D

club chinois:

papa was being a nasty customer, me and siyou felt so paiseh we almost sunk into our seats. luckily the place is dimly-lit if not our magenta countenance would have made our paiseh-O-meter buzz even more dementedly. besides having to act like priggish janes (or genteels AHEM), it was quite fun spying on the the guy at the adjacent table - who drank so much wine he looked like a grape so ripe and ready to burst HEH HEH.

horror of horrors:
lindsay lohan is endorsing miu miu's spring/summer 07 campaign. what appalling monstrosity! embodiment of grace and fragility? bollocks, absolutely not! previous choices of kim basinger, maggie gyllenhall were waaayyy more apt than our dear hard partying, vacuous, expletives-spurting pop princess.

thou, it is worthy to note that miu miu really did a fantastic job of transforming lindsay into a non-lindsay. (look at the picture below for proof) yay. -waves pompom and throws confetti-

of pent-up stress and physical pain:

i have a *&%(&(*@knnU&Y@#*!) headache, major major cramps, struck my big toe with my searing laptop charger, a big bruise from hitting against the long table(S) in the lab and every single minute i feel my arteries slowing chocking up from the amount of processed junk food, and unhealthy bacteria from junk gnawing at my once-happy liver!

add a less-than-fantastic 213 presentation today, and the needless protracted agenda i ever had to race to clear in my 14 years of Singaporean education. even the distance to the moon is shorter la.

urghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. im an angsty kid.