Friday, October 06, 2006
after much harrowing contemplation, tears soaking my pillow and delirium i made up my mind to finally put an end to my relationship with you. and throughout the day, thinking about putting this to an end just kept bringing burning tears to my eyes. it was the most unbearable 36hours in my life. i walked down the pavement to meet you for the last time, despondent. when it gripped me.i decided to give us another chance, because i think i still love you. it was a relationship based on tumult, and truculent criticisms of each other. nevertheless, i think it still can be saved. so here we both are, uncertain of what the future beholds. but nevermind about that, because now im happy, in that subtle way that i like.
i love you, u complete me. ((: